Day 6

Hands Played Today: 3677

Total Hands Played: 42439

Hands Needed: 157561

Pace: 40002 (+2437)

Jog: Yes (4/20)


Comments:

This is just twilight zone stuff now. Yet another day where I was forced to stop early b/c I am just getting fucked right up the ass on every single hand.

I have a high threshold before tilt comes on and I have more motivation to play than ever right now. It takes a lot to get me to quit, but I had to again today. I don't even know what to think anymore. This is to the point of unbelievability.

This downswing now stretches 53k hands. I think the longest I have ever had previously is 30k.

I really don't like using programs like PokerEv but I just had to run this downswing through it. The last day where my equity adjusted winnings was below my actual winnings was July 21st! LOL?

I know I took several days off but in actual days played that represents 8 in a row where my equity adjusted winnings were above my actual winnings, with many of those days equity being way way above winnings. I am down an astonishing 16.5 buyins in equity since July 22.

Can't remember who wrote this. I think it was Gigabet

"Everybody will eventually run worse than they thought was possible. The difference between a winner and a loser is that the latter thinks they do not deserve it."

I thought I knew how true this was from previous downswings. How wrong I was! It gets worse!

This game is completely fucked. But I will try again tomorrow.