Total Hands Played: 42439
Hands Needed: 157561
Pace: 40002 (+2437)
Jog: Yes (4/20)
This is just twilight zone stuff now. Yet another day where I was forced to stop early b/c I am just getting fucked right up the ass on every single hand.
I have a high threshold before tilt comes on and I have more motivation to play than ever right now. It takes a lot to get me to quit, but I had to again today. I don't even know what to think anymore. This is to the point of unbelievability.
This downswing now stretches 53k hands. I think the longest I have ever had previously is 30k.
I really don't like using programs like PokerEv but I just had to run this downswing through it. The last day where my equity adjusted winnings was below my actual winnings was July 21st! LOL?
I know I took several days off but in actual days played that represents 8 in a row where my equity adjusted winnings were above my actual winnings, with many of those days equity being way way above winnings. I am down an astonishing 16.5 buyins in equity since July 22.
Can't remember who wrote this. I think it was Gigabet
"Everybody will eventually run worse than they thought was possible. The difference between a winner and a loser is that the latter thinks they do not deserve it."
I thought I knew how true this was from previous downswings. How wrong I was! It gets worse!
This game is completely fucked. But I will try again tomorrow.