I just erased a huge long rant post that was up for a few hours. Sorry if anyone had to read that.
I do this from time to time. It helps me realize that I am whining, stfu and work harder, get better.
Back at NL25, been getting killed so far, 18 buyin downer. Longest ever is 12 so its been pretty disheartening. Definitely some tilt going on. But running beyond bad at this limit still also. I think my game could be a whole lot better though. I know there are several guys at this limit that are quite a bit better than me.
So, I'll find out what they are doing that I'm not. Been intensely studying a couple of the biggest winners the past few nights and have some new ideas. One of the great things about having a huge database is you get to see their holecards much more often than if you just tried to study someone via PTR etc.
Hopefully this downswing ends soon. A big part of it has been losing a couple monster pots double or triple stacked where they hit their 2,3,4 outer. If you run bad in some big pots it can turn a fairly harmless downswing into a massive one like this. So I've stopped buying in deep for the time being.
I also really gotta keep the table count down. Still playing 24 most of the time and making the same old stupid mistakes because of it.