Hands Played Today - 9195
Hands Played March - 32023
I had an enormous breakthrough today. And it had nothing to do with making money. I hardly made any. I ran very bad. I found myself monkey tilting midway through the day and so mad that I had to quit. I promptly went and destroyed a cookbook and screamed a few choice words lol. I took a bike ride after that and got a clear head again. I realized that there is no way I can do this anymore with this game. And especially the micros where I play where it is no foldem...its just a circus at times...and I don't need this shit.
So I just played my first session ever where I truly did not look at the results of any hand. I used the silent option in the chat box to keep me from reading who won what pot. I also put a piece of black tape on my monitor to cover my stack size. I disabled my script that moves tables out of the stack and just made +EV clicks. It was refreshing to say the least. I managed to run completely average (of course I had no idea what was going on at the time) and I felt completely relaxed throughout.
I may go back to real poker one day but for now this is the only way for me. Ultimately it is the purest form of poker there is anyways. It is afterall the way we are taught to play on forums and in books etc. Don't pay any attention to results. Well I guess I won't then.
PT is working again so I will post exact hand numbers once a day from now on.